i apologize for the lack of posting...there have been so many things to write about but lack of ability to really put them into words...i am going to attempt to put them into words in this post...
over the last few weeks many questions have been floating around in my head and my heart that have caused me to think and pray a lot. some have been prompted by sermons, some by conversations with others...here are a few of them...
am i satisfied with who i am? God created me like this on purpose---am i okay with that?
am I so bogged down in the life of the church that i forget to live in the awe of the majesty of God?
is God merely useful to me?
do i talk more about God than to God?
why does it seem to be so innate in me to judge people based on their values?
do i really understand what the cross was and what it means?
do i pursue joy?
am i encouraging others in their pursuit of Christ?
these questions have caused me much thought and prayer over the last couple of weeks. i am not sure i have the answers to some of these. i know that some of the answers i have to them are not what i would like for them to be so i'm working on it, growing closer to Christ everyday...:)
I think these questions are completely normal in where you are in your life. AND i also think that in some way or another, these are questions that i am asking myself as well. i'm thankful that you are so honest with yourself as with others about how you are feeling right now. this is an amazing time in your life, one that can make the biggest difference in your life. please call if you need to process!
ReplyDeleteNever quit asking questions...just always look to the Lord for the answers....You are an amazing young woman-if I do say so myself..
ReplyDeleteLove you...
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